Monday, October 20, 2008

Oh Holy fuck! What the hell do you you do when out of the blue a man makes you feel all the things you have been wishing from your husband for years? This is a slippery, slippery slope. One I don't plan on sliding down, but I feel guilty for even thinking about it. And by a lot I mean all the fucking time. Every freaking minute.

If I just write about the fact that I am probably crazy and that he probably hasn't given me a moments thought since our ridiculous flirting - maybe it will all just go away and I can go back to being normal.

I am NOT this person. What the hell is going on?